TGV POPCORN MADNESS

I REALLY WANT TO GO AND EAT TGV POPCORN. COULD SOMEONE OR ANYONE KIDNAP ME FROM HERE THIS HELL AND JUST BRING ME TO TGV POPCORN 

LIKE PLEASE !

HongKong Disneyland

So I'm back here again with Blogger writing all my thoughts rubbish or not. Haha it's no one goddamn business. Heh. Lets talk about MY DREAM ADVENTURES. I wanted to go to HONG KONG DISNEYLAND instead of UNIVERSAL STUDIOS IN SINGAPORE fucking sucks and small. I never think of wasting my money there. I can count their rides and it's SMALL. So yea, I've been planning my trip to go to HKDisneyland. Total expenses for two people would be RM3K+ including the 2 days pass for theme park. 1 dinner buffet special menu by Mickey Mouse The Chef. 2 nights at the Disneyland hotel. Transportation by Air Asia Airlines at the worst deal ( just in case ) and 2 passport. Kinda OK right? 1 HK dollar = rm0.40 so yea it's cheap. It's from this year exchange rate. Yay ! I will bring a total rm4K cash to spend my time there. It's cool right? I pay rm10k and it will be worth it !

I will try my very best to collect money for my HK Trip ! Rawr good day y'all. Now it's time for Lin to have her breakfast CIAO !

Hoping that someone can win 
4D TOTO FOR ME TO PAY ALL MY TRIP EXPENSES !

FANTASIZING

Everyday I fantasize myself with my real family. Happy and all that. Not what I feel now. I feel bitter every time I have to go back to my hometown. I mean why? It's not like I'm bonding with them. So I fantasize the day I meet my mom and her home made meal.... I.. really wanted to eat that. It would be my first time. I really wish that what I dream now... my mom would be having the same dream with me too. I feel scared to meet her, well after I heard lot of not so encouraging stories from my friends. Haha. Well kids you don't experience what I feel. You can't be in my shoes cause you already have what I don't have. Sometimes I'd like to ask my friends, "so how your parents meet and fall inlove?" I frequent ask those questions because I wish I can ask mine. I ask my adopted mom and she slam me off with "it's none of your business." I really like to ask my friends how their families where like. Sometimes when I get really bored, I'd like to browsing some random happy family photos and on the bottom of the picture written there I Love You Dad. I Love You Mom. But all this kinda shattered when I read some article says there are some happy endings in biological families reunion and some of it just not happy ending. It scares me cause everyday I wake up I wish my ending would be the good ones. 

But really, I understand if she have a new family now and she wishes that I'm just a bump that should stay in the past. I understand. If anyone who could give me her exact address I won't be knocking at her door and says I'm your long lost child or maybe I hoped that she could welcome me. All I want is to see her from far... see how she look like. I wouldn't go there and ask her how did she get me and all that. To me if I just see her face it would be more than enough.